Oh Sweet.......I truly feel your pain. Thing is my kids are grown and they don't have to see me when I'm falling apart at home. You on the other hand have to be strong for your children and the wonderful baby you will give birth to. Yes it's hard and hurtful, but I'm getting somewhat to that point where I'm appreciating the blessings in my life. You need to also work on loving and caring for the most important people in your life. Maybe you should make an appointment also with one of the DB coaches. My appt. is in 2 days and I'm hoping that it will help to turn all things around.
And you feel free to write me about things. I'm nit the expert at this; well not yet, but I have an open mind and open heart. I will pray for your strength too.
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