I've been laying here thinking for the past 2 hours...how is it that MIL has hope for my M and I have NONE? Makes me sad. So needless to say I've been an emotional mess since that phone call. I guess I've also been talking about it alot, which does not help me at all. Maybe for some people, having long drawn out conversations help. Not so much for me. I've always depended on just me for the most part, so I'm having a hard time leaning on people during all this.
I'm not even sure if I'm making sense here. Guess the emotions are starting to come out?
