It boggles my mind. Things are so much the way they "were" before his declaration of not-love. Even back to having relations...
How do I go on this way? How am I not supposed to read into his behavior that he DOESN'T intend to leave? How do I keep my sanity?

Me 46 H 56
M 22 yrs
S22, D20, Twin Ss18

You teach people how to treat you by what you allow.
What you stop.
And what you reinforce.
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A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.