I need to put some thought into that Denver. I can speculate but I cant put my finger on it. Our sex life was pathedic and she usually needed to be drunk. I really wish I could ask W why we didnt have an emotional or physical connection. I would love to know the answer.
this^^^ is very significant. Explore it. Especially why you didn't ask her about it, and what specifically was "pathetic" about your sex life.
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