Just for a call from MIL. Said she had planned to call but didn't know how to or what to say. Said they wanted me to know that they still loved me and were praying and fasting about our sitch. She doesn't believe its over and still has hope. I told her it was good she had some because I do not.
She said H has not told her anything other than he needed a break. Apparently not that he didn't want to be married. He hasn't really told them anything and she says she can tell he is not himself, and isn't talking about anything to anybody. I did tell her that he had been like that for some time and I had told him that I was worried about him as well. I told her I had done all I could, but there were things going on with H that I couldn't fix.
She also wanted me to know that I am welcome at their house any time and she hoped I wouldn't come to NC and not stop by. I broke down then and told her I couldn't promise that because right now, it just hurt too much. She said she understood, and that she'd be calling to check on me.
I'm not sure how I feel. I mean I'm glad she called, but it just made me cry. It's all so very sad. :-(
