That's where I am with my sitch. I often wonder if it was all a lie as well as nothing out of H's mouth is completely truth any more. As for wanting someone who treats us well and is fair and honest I am with you. I have detached and as much as I want an intact family for the sake of my kids I need to realize this is not my choice and I need to deal with what life has doled out. I don't believe God wants us to go through this but he has given us strength and resources together through this trial. I keep praying and taking one moment at a time. Anything else is too overwhelming.
I want a strong, healthy normal marriage and that isn't possible with my H right now because it takes two and he has checked out. Unfortunately if he ever wakes up I am afraid it will be too late. He has done too much damage. I just don't see it happening. But I continue to DB for me and to keep going.
Thinking of you!!
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
