I'm stuck as far as making progress in the M. The bottom line, I just don't love him.
So, I'm taking care of Goldey. Sleeping better, eating better, exercising a little better and volunteering as I am able.
It does sound like you're spiraling upward, but not the M yet. The progress made in the M is likely a reduction in harmful patterns. Your statement shows the level of connection you currently have with your spouse, and the doubts you have about the R. I hope you'll be able to share progress with the M, in future posts. Your M is the winter season ending, with spring hopefully coming soon.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."