Thanks for checking in BK, timbits, Bug, SS, and Nblost.
I've had mostly good days this week. I talked to a friend who has been a WAH to his wife twice. Listening to him talk about his sitch didn't help my day. Then I talked to my mother for the first time since H left. That went ok. I got a little teary eyed but that was it.
Last night a bit of loneliness hit me, so I went and hung out at one of my girlfriend's house. It helped to be around her kids and laugh about nothing. But of course she wanted to talk about my sitch. I did talk a little bit, but not much. Frankly, I'm tired of talking about it. I feel like I've done nothing but talk about it for the past 9 months. Maybe I need a break from it all. My friend made a good point last night. H left because he needed space. This is the longest I've gone without talking to him. But no matter how much I want to talk to him, I need to let him have this space. It just [censored] that its right before my bday. LOL
