Had a bad day today, started losing it emotionally, I called H and said we could of went with him since he is taking his nieces and nephews out fishing he could be doing this with his sons, so he got mad of course. Well I do feel that way how come he can spend time with them that way and not with his own children. He kept saying don't ruin my vacation?! Wtf I need a vacation from this pain, he just seems so selfish to me. I'm having a hard time. How do I keep going?!
