Acceptance - My next challenge.

[Arsene]

Thanks for your thoughts Busting.

I will definitely make sure we all have a great time tomorrow, but especially that my W can walk away from it rested and relaxed, and perhaps a bit more confused about her choices.

Yes, it's the not knowing that leaves us feeling in limbo, wondering if we are on the right track, doing the right things. But let's say you did know the answer to your question above. Would it change the course of action you have choosen? Maybe we should choose a course that is not dependent at all on the outcome. One that works for us no matter what happens.

I'm beginnig to not care which way my situation ends up, I just want to make sure that I have no regrets in the end.

Yes FY. I am convinced that what I am doing is for the best and I am happy to be doing it (for myself) so the course of action is not really dependent on the outcome, but i sometimes feel like my sanity is dependent on visible, measurable progress.

if she dumped OM.

If and when that happens, you have a chance.

And I know I'm still at the beginning. I really want to believe, heck no, I believe that we are going to be fine. Most of the time I have an unwavering faith in it.

I suppose it's like one's belief in God. We do believe without a doubt, until we go through tough times and then we ask for a sign. We want proof to help us sustain our "unwavering" faith.

It's not about wondering whether I'm doing the right thing by doing this. I'm convinced of that. I know that I'll never regret what I'm doing now. Right now, I'm just looking for reassurance that my faith in her is justified.