Thanks Alkaline. I appreciate ANY replies and do very much understand that everyone has their own lives and problems to deal with.
I feel very lonely and lost and really dug a DEEP financial hole for myself after i found the love letters and i am trying to do whatever i can, bit its an uphill battle.
She left after his morning class to drive 1 hour away to visit a friend of hers.
I will find out next week how my son did on his test.
I am struggling with detaching though. I put her on a pedestal and truly thought i was a way above average husband.
I have to get out of my financial predicament. Dang, its a major big hole. Why did i stay shell-shocked for so long?
Thanks SO MUCH for replying though.
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Me, 55 W, 36 T, 10 yrs S-9 M, 8 yrs 1st D-Day, 9-27-2009, With 1st bf, ea/pa 2nd D-Day, 12-5-2009, With her best friends bf, ea/pa W, AA relapse early 2009-Current W moved out 2-16-2012 New OM 5-2012