The trust issue is my hardest obstacle, too. If my H can just bail out from our M, forget his promises and vows before God and friends and family, what can I expect in the future if we R?
He's shown me, as yours has, that he can be cruel and heartless. I wonder if we'll always be waiting for the other shoe to drop? It's not a good life when you're afraid to say something or do something or feel some way and wonder if that will trigger spew or worse, abandonment.
I've never been a LBS before this and I wonder if I'd be able to trust any man again?
M:63 H:53 S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23 M:15 T:16
Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways." H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12 12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing