I'm sorry that you are in pain right now AT. I know exactly how you are feeling today. It is no fun and there is nothing that any of us here, or anyone else for that matter, can say to you to make it better.
I just want to let you know that you are not alone. And maybe a quick reminder to not do anything until recent events have a chance to settle and soak in.
Hang in there AT.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce