Before W and I got separated I told a couple people that over the years I found myself loving my W more than ever. I had this twisted view that while many other relationships can start to dwindle, my love for W was just getting stronger. I was in denial. It’s unbelievable when I reflect on this, I had it sooooo wrong!
In all actuality, our marriage was slipping through my fingers, or marriage was in crumbles and I was pathetic, I just got needier and needier. I was searching for this emotional and physical connection that was nowhere in sight. I didnt know how to get out of this rut!
