Just a short entry to voice some thoughts that have been coming to mind about the fact that this evening, W said she wouldn't mind going for a family outing tomorrow. I agreed and it looks like I'll have another chance to show her the new man I'm becoming.
It still feels weird, though. I guess we don't really talk or see each other all week, even if she does come around to visit D8, but then she offers this kind of day. I'm doing it because it is very good (IMO) for D8 but I feel like she might be cake eating. I guess I still think that OM is probably going to his family on Sunday so what else is W suppose to do? I know I'm just mind-reading and that is why I'm saying this here and not to her.
It could just be that my plan of action is actually working and that she is warming up to me. Nonetheless, I can't help but thinking that she is simply glad I seem to be ok and that we can now move on as "friends". I wish I knew what is on her mind. Has my new behaviour affected the way she sees "us"? Has she even had thoughts about the possibility of us ever reconciling?
Patience, I know. But patience would be much easier if she gave me a sign, or if she dumped OM.
Freshman Class of 2012
M-49 W-42 1D-10 T 10 YEARS M 9 YEARS EA/MLC 07/2010 Separation 28/05/2012 PA confirmed 31/07/12 W Asked for D 31/07/12 D on and off the table since then
