I appreciate the advice and as most of you here know that this is the worst and hardest thing I've ever had to do/face. I just want to be able to go for longer periods of time where I'm not thinking about them and crying over it. In 24 weeks there hasn't been one cry-free day. Yes, it's gotten better since June/July but I'm still bad nights, mornings and usually during the day some time. How do people get past this?
BTW, I'm speaking with a DB coach this week. Yay. I'm hoping for some positive strategies that will give me something to work towards. I'm dreading the approaching holidays already.
M-59 H-58 2 S, 1 D 2 Gr. Ch. T 20 YRS M 17 YRS ILYBINILWY 4/21/12 Caught H and OW 5/25/12 H Left 6/5/12
"Do not regret growing older...It is a privilege denied to many."
