Staying off the ride 1 - mixed signals

[labug]

I've been working on a project in my LR for over a 2 weeks. It involves lots of pieces and glue and glue guns but it's going to be beautiful. In the past i would have worried about cleaning up the mess every day, and then having to drag it all out again when I had the time to work on it.

Now, I've just left is out, happily and can pick up a few pieces and work anytime I want.

This feeling of having to clean it up is not something my H imposed on me but that I imposed on myself ASSUMING that he would want everything to be neat because he is a neat guy who always cleans up after himself with projects, etc.

I sabotaged myself.