And i get you Tumbling about H not really having fun with me anymore. Because yes, i always wanted to 'talk'. I did stop being fun. I was so full of resentment and anger and hurt that i became needy and lost my sense of self, self confidence and self worth. That i can see for sure.
This all makes so much sense to me. I feel the same way and sometimes sit here and ask myself where is the fun person and how do I get her back?
Tumbling, I'm glad you can identify CG and are aiming to get her back. I've talked about finding my fun, carefree self with my DB coach, so it is definitely going down a good path.
M44 H57 D17 (special needs) M 18 yrs Bomb 7/2/12 Still living together