Thank you for the support. Yes obsessing is the worst, whether I'm in traffic, walking, shower, it keeps injecting in my head. I'm sorry we're all in this same pain. Good to know it does get better. The ideas you guys sent my way is good. I'll try reading non R topic.
By the way, I have an opportunity to GAL tomorrow with my buddy in the afternoon. But my W's cousin is celebrating his kid party. We normally go to these event all of us. I can be mysterious here and just go with my buddy at his house, just dudes being dudes some beers, card game and such.
But I'm so torn, I feel that I'm not ready to go my separate ways, but at the same time this will be a mysterious move. What do you guys think? There's also the guilt that I won't be with my kids in this party.
The other thing is that what if my W retaliates next weekend and do her thing, I'm not sure I'm not ready for that...
Thanks for anticipated thoughts/tips/advise.
Newman
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.
