I screwed up and ruined everything for good this time. H was home, sitting in the living room texting, I was at the table with my daughter. I was panicky and asked him to leave which led to a huge blow up of me telling him I knew he was lying and what he was doing and I couldn't live like this. He proceeded to lay it all out - he's with her, its physical he doesn't want to be with me anymore, doesn't love me anymore. He's not leaving the house, but he will be gone every second weekend. Told me I ruined his life, and my daughters life and even if he wasn't with her he wouldn't want to be with me. He has lied because he doesn't want me to freak out and is just trying to be civil. He said he will fight me for custody of our daughter. He's on his way back home now (just went to the store). I don't know what to do.
