Oh I didn't really know anyone was fallowing my story. Sorry.

I do have to work on self esteem. But there are days with much more positivity in it and then there are days still like today where I've been weepy all day, even at my desk at work. I know I have to let go; its easier said than done. I think about upcoming holidays and not spending with my whole family which is small but I thought was loving.

I cannot wait until Tuesday when I speak with a DB coach. I need a good plan of action and someone who's on my side.

Why is it that so many people including my adult kids believe its time to drop and move on. Does that leave me anywhere in his thoughts?

M-59
H-58
2 S, 1 D
2 Gr. Ch.
T 20 YRS
M 17 YRS
ILYBINILWY 4/21/12
Caught H and OW 5/25/12
H Left 6/5/12

"Do not regret growing older...It is a privilege denied to many."