I'm really asking the bigger question. What do you want long term from H? From any mate, really?
More importantly, what do you want from you in this life?
You're in shock right now perhaps. But that won't last. You aren't standing up for you due to what you see in the situation. But if you look beyond that, what do you see?
AJ
Shock is probably a good descriptive. I don't have answers to your bigger questions, barely can handle the little ones.
The logistics of my life require me to keep on keepin' on at least for right now. I have no money, no job and no family to go to.
I do know I don't want to ever be so vulnerable again. I want a viable job and money put away so I am not so totally dependent on anyone else.
Me 46 H 56 M 22 yrs S22, D20, Twin Ss18
You teach people how to treat you by what you allow. What you stop. And what you reinforce. ~~~~~~~ A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.
