I spent years trying to meet W’s “needs.” I was like a dog chasing his tail. Looking back on our marriage I rarely got many of MY “needs” met. I really need to question why I went so long without making my own needs a priority. I truly feel I am starting to pull farther and farther away from W but that’ ok. In all actuality, I change my view on this quite regularly.
I just pocket dialed W by accident and when I realized I called her I hung up the phone. Less than a minute later W called me and left me a voice mail saying “I noticed you called but didn't leave a message so I am just calling you back.” I just found that to be a bit interesting. Anyway, I am looking forward to living it up and going out with some friends tonight. As time goes by I am finding it harder and harder to refrain myself from the ladies.
