I'm not trying to get sympathy here, and I realize this post flies in The face of so many of my previous posts... But I just need to vent or something.
Nah it was obvious. Been there. Done the months with no contact.
She will drop a crumb some time on the weekend. You will see. The secret here is to not pick it up. But reflect the crumb.
You will also see her act like she is in control. The first second she does. You put her in her place. She is a roommate who skipped on rent and used you as a storage facility.
Get past those two parts of the conversation and your self confidence towards her will grow.
See this is not test of her with you and facts and all that.
This is a test for yourself to see how far you have grown in self confidence in yourself.
And yea when she leaves you will be Whisky Tango Foxtrot.
That is natural. So have a few beers afterwards and unwind. Do some P.U.I. Posting under the Influence.
Good for the soul and next morning you can reread what you wrote. Feel shame. Then laugh it off and carry on.
