i know that feeling, the herd of elephants.. ((( )))
one thing that helped me was to think of it as a long road... this is just one stop on it.. everything does not depend on today... the road keeps going.. just focus on our goals for this one stop.
i will be thinking about you and wishing you well.
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13