"Anyways, my thoughts are just flowing 24/7. I really need to stop obsessing, since the bomb every time I have free time all I think about is my sitch. I need to go back to my normal life."
This^^^^is normal. The way you go back to feeling good is by GALing. I'm on 16 months of this and still think about it not as often so it will take time. be patient with yourself.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”