And so I trudge along in this surreal limbo land of MLC. I don't think there is too much difference between now and before the bomb that a casual observer would notice. I don't bring up the R and neither does he. There is no affection because I have almost always been the initiator there. He has gone back to full fledged spooning at night - even pulling me into him. I don't know if this is affection or simply an effort to get comfortable.

My GAL efforts are fairly nil at the moment. I feel my primary goal should be to get a job but I don't want to do retail over the holidays, and my unemployment will last until about Feb. I will spend these next few weeks getting the house in order and contemplating what direction I want to head in.

Me 46 H 56
M 22 yrs
S22, D20, Twin Ss18

You teach people how to treat you by what you allow.
What you stop.
And what you reinforce.
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A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.