Hey 25!, You stood out from your very first post. Just hang with me, just PLEASE bare with me!. EVERYTHING you say is logical ok, you have a tone of wisdom, no doubt! This isn’t easy sh!t, ok. You see, I wasn’t born knowing how to deal with this sh!t, what to expect, how to handle all this bs. I ask myself, why? Why am I being tested like this? Why am I having to endure this turmoil, did I do something wrong, I just don’t get it?
One thing I find interesting is that a lot of the good people on this site are in there late later 30’s/early 40’s. Is this the time when they finally come to their senses? You can’t crack a nut till it’s ready? It’s like we’re here for a reason. It’s just really hard to let it really sink in! I am truly blessed because a lot of people go through life “as if” and don’t even take in half the stuff we discuss. Take Care, Rough.