So more thoughts to write down. Why would you remove the symbol of marriage without talking to me. What kind of signal is she sending. Last night she seemed pretty cheerful and attentive to my conversation. Is she testing me? Oh the wonderful emotion roller coaster. Good one day and crappy the next. Maybe we could sell tickets to people who enjoy inflicting pain on themselves.
Not good DBing I know. Why am I allowing her actions to change mine. I guess the hardest thing right now is not saying or doing something. I feel like a wimp like I am not man enough to stand up and ask her. Where the Hell is your wedding ring. If you don't want give it back to me.

There I feel better already. Thanks for listening. DM