Piecing - Round 1

[Denver_2010]

Rough week... kind of. I'm not sure exactly what happened, but about a week ago I just began to feel some anger about the stuff that happened with my W during our S. Subsequently, I had some trust issues come up. I did not tell W, but it clearly came out in my behavior towards her.

On Tuesday, after doing some hard thinking, I told her that I knew that I have not been my best for the past several days, that it was mostly about me (because she had done nothing), that I recognized it, and was working at turning it around. Her response was that it was affecting our R and that she thought we should talk to air some stuff out. I agreed, but we have been so busy this week that we haven't had the opportunity to sit down and talk.

Since Tuesday, things have been a little awkward, but mostly normal. W talked to me about a million things going on her life while she tried to go to sleep last night, and gave me a hug on her way out the door this morning. She and I do need to still talk about what happened last week though.

Interestingly enough, during my several days of being a dumba$$, OM texted W on last Thursday night. It was kind of a nasty text message about how she had basically caused for him to be fired from the entertainment company that they both work for because she now refuses to accept any gigs that he is assigned to. She is one of the top 2 singing talents for this company, so the owner really doesn't have much of a choice but to leave OM off of most shows because he needs W to be on them. Anyway, he told her "don't do me any more favors".

W showed me the text. Told me that she was not going to reply to it. That she just wanted for him "to go away". She also said that she was amazed by the "lack of responsibility" that OM takes for his choices.

I was irritated that he had texted her, but not too concerned about it because of the context of the contact.

So there's my update/journal for the day.

Denver