Arsene, small positive changes are better than no changes or changes for the worse. I would focus on the small successes and see thing from this perspective. Ask yourself: is there a chance, small as it may be, that my W and I might save our M? If so, choose to think that. After all, it's the only way you have a chance to save it. Worst case scenario, you're wrong, but at least you were moving in the direction of your goal and not in any other direction. Hang in there.