Slightly hopeful optimist..

[Just A Guy]

I think the next retrouville is in the spring. I will try and find a way to get her to go willingly. I would love to do it in a way which she thinks it's just as much her idea as mine.

And yes I do see myself able to be happy without her. It has been over the past 2 weeks that it has dawned more on me.

I don't like the idea but I know I would be okay. Might take me a few months to pull myself together but I have a lot to keep me busy.

As far as our MC sessions. They have been every 7-10 days but this time we were on vaca and MC was as well the next week so it's a little further apart. What I would really like to do would be to go to a 4 day couples intensive weekend like retrouville or maybe even one.on.one.

Tired of this dragging already. But still patient and have my eye on.the prize...