Yeah, CB. I like your thinking on this. Nice one mate!
Freshman Class of 2012
M-49 W-42 1D-10 T 10 YEARS M 9 YEARS EA/MLC 07/2010 Separation 28/05/2012 PA confirmed 31/07/12 W Asked for D 31/07/12 D on and off the table since then
Wow Chatter. Thanks for that. You've got some really solid points in there, especially toward the end! And you clearly have some knowledge of O-Town with your references!
Seriously, thanks for the words. I'm taking each of them to heart.
I'm staying very busy at work, so that's certainly helping me keep my mind off this coming weekend... However when it creeps into my mind, I definitely feel a little more anxiety today... A little heart palpitation or trouble breathing for a second or two...
I know this is normal (to be a little nervous and anxious) so I'll just re-read the comments on my latest posts a few times and try to remember that this is natural, and I won't be alone in the nervousness... At least I hope not!
Not recently Chatter, but Denvers last post was talking about NOT treating this like a fact-finding mission, instead just saying my peace and heading out... I've decided to follow IC, Starsky, your any my gut instinct to let it "play out" while trying to "lead" the conversations and simply remaining calm and as detached as I can!
Goodness AK...best of luck tomorrow / this weekend. As Chatter said, give yourself credit for the positive changes that you have made for yourself. Especially during such a horrible time when many would rather wallow in their misery. Confidence! I'll be thinking of you and we will all be with you in spirit.
I spent most of last night tidying up the house, although I've realized I have a TON more to do before she gets here tomorrow... That should keep me busy tonight... Plus, I'm going to go ahead an get a haircut on the way home from work tomorrow and hit the grocery store. Just trying to stay busy.
I've also decided not to take down the pictures we have hanging throughout the house (Wedding, Dates, Etc.). I've been living with them up this whole time, and I think it would be silly to take them all down now.
So now, for today, I'm going to dive into work again and try my hardest NOT to let this crushing anxiety take over. I'll have plenty of time for that tomorrow!
