Ok so I caved this afternoon. I text W and asked how she was she responded with a couple of brief texts. Very light between both. I have not initiated communication for three days so I figured it was ok. I will limit it but figured three days was reasonable.
I have my girls tonight so keeping busy. Tomorrow is the one night a week that we both are kid free so hoping she wants to do something. Chances are she will not contact me and I will be ok with that. Trying to take things as they come and really trying to work on letting her go. I think we are great together so hopefully someday she will realize that:-)
Okay so just wanted to share and talk to someone. My W is my one true love and I will always feel that way toward her no matter which direction this goes.


M-45
W-44
2D - 11&13
2SS - 11&17
Married 10/10/10
Bomb 3/5/12
Moved 5 houses away 4/20/12
Back together 9/12
Seperated 6/13
Divorce Final 11/13/13