best and worse thing to ever go through

[eyesopen]

Having as much contact with her is good and bad. It makes it difficult to really detach, although considering the circumstances I feel I am doing pretty well. These last few days have been difficult for me as evidenced by my posts. I really need to clear my head so I am going to try and have as little of contact with her for a few days and I think that I am going to not even look at this forum for a couple of days. I am feeling sensory overload. I will check back before I call it a night in a few hours. Then starting tomorrow my mini mental vacation will commence. Wish me luck!