Update I've just spoken to H! I did a mini 180! In previous cycles, I've txt/asked H if its ok to call & he gets to say yes/no. Earlier this evening, I txt 'I'm going to call at 10.15 to say good night instead of txtng. I wld have said it face to face if we'd gone to the restaurant anyway. Hope that's ok' There was no response. So 10.15, I called & HE ANSWERED! Really easy convo as if nothing had happened. He said he was sorry it had been so long I said I thought we both needed space & he said we're a right pair & then corrected himself that he was a right one & that there's nothing wrong w me. I said well I had to apologise for my storm of txts when he was away & he said i was just hurting & it was OK. He leaves tom & is back two wks Sun & he's going to try & txt when away. I said not to worry if he didn't have a signal. It was so nice to talk w him.
I feel this is different. I feel different. I feel detached. I feel calm. I feel amazing.
