I know what you mean about being scared around H. I STILL feel myself tense up when H walks in the door from work and I feel myself grow wary. I also make sure that I am doing something when he walks in and I NEVER greet him at the door. One of my goals that stuck
i wonder if it is necessary anymore at times though. I think that I have used it as a kind of distance mechanism, just "in case"? Hmmmmmm....
Hugz, zoo
"If patience is worth anything, it must endure to the end of time. And a living faith will last in the midst of the blackest storm."
- Mahatma Gandhi