feeling sad, sad, sad. I feel like my husband is going cold and shutting down - he dies that so well, he can cut off his feelings like the flick of a switch. I worry for him, he is on his own in a rented flat and his support network not as strong as mine. I know it was his decision to leave but I can't help but worry how he is. I want to call him, text him etc just to check he is ok. I won't of course, I know I have to leave contact upto him and begin to 'detach'. He has only been gone 3 days and already I feel lost and scared and miss him so very much.
