All in all, your situation looks ok, right now. I don't imagine it has always been this way. And I suspect it took a LOT of work on your part to get headed this way.
I am constantly impressed my how much effort the LBS puts into reviving the M, especially when the WAS seems to have NO interest and though I may not see it right now, it gives me hope. You appear to have done an amazing job.
"I am in a mood today. It seems like this is beginning to become the norm for me rather then the exception."
But you recognize your "moods" and know now how to handle them. Great strides, I suspect.