I get what you mean about the honeymoon phase and that it will slow down some after that. I do worry about the long stretches and starting off with "I understand" but having resentment dredge up. Guess it's one of those things that if the R gets back on track and we do get back to having any sex, if it's not happening as often as I like I'll just need to masturbate and not tell her.

[censored] to think about lieing but I was up front and honest about it and it blew up in my face.

“People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.” Abraham Lincoln