Kimmerz, You are still going through the stages of grief and yes, you will have days when you grieve. Little things may bring the situation back into your focus, but I promise you, there will come a day when you won't feel the grief any longer the way you have since this all began.
Everyone has said the same thing, i.e., if you left and you got what you wanted, why continue to harass me. Yes, it is like pouring salt on an open wound. They can't let go because deep down, they still do care of us in their own way. We are the lifeline to their past and they just can't let us go. Normal separations/divorces, people settle up and move on w/their lives...not many mlcers do this.
I saw Fireproof and it is a great movie. It gives us lot to think about. The actors did an excellent job.
I do hope that you are feeling better today. It's tough when they perform their little antics. It does rock your world a bit, however, you are recovering quicker each and every time the antics are tossed your way. Never doubt yourself. You are where you should be at this time on your journey.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
