So sorry you are having a tough day. I can't imagine how hard this is for you. I have lived here 8 years and 2 months. Sadly that is the longest I have ever lived anywhere, my whole life. My X too. His parents were teachers, mine were military.
Yes, One Day at a Time, we can do this!
Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32 D final 9/12 Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!