I wrote it because I need a place to journal. I don't want to physically write it on paper and have it in the house. I don't want to try and sit on the computer at home and write it and save it as a file where people might see me writing it or find the file.

I asked the questions because it's part of the journaling. Not necisarilly to be answered but it's just the stuff running through my head.

Before I did just mention 3 children, none of them are mine.

Haven't talked to the ex-husbands so I can't answer that question.

I did, and do, find it weird that she told me about Steve deleting us from FB (even though he didn't delete me) and wondered if she's hiding something. I don't know, I think that's what AnotherStander is saying, it's just confusing stuff that I can't keep trying to figure out.

I just needed to write it down to clear my mind.

“People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.” Abraham Lincoln