first do NOT be disappointed in yourself. From an outside point of view it seems like the conversation opened up some honest feelings. or have these things been said before already?
up until now to be honest, i have not actually heard what is it is from H that forced him to leave. it has all been speculation from my part because i realized what i had become. At least you are having the conversation...that has to be a positive, no matter what happens....? He seems to have expressed some of his hurt and fear and doubt...does that imply that he has at least been noticing your your changes and because of his fear is trying to put it down to you reacting to crisis only and it not being a genuine change? its an opportunity to prove to yourself that your changes have rooted. His own fears and doubts are his. not yours.
you know i am not expert, vet or wise one, but those are some initial thoughts. please do not be this hard on yourself.
And i am glad D4 is feeling better.
you are beautiful KG.
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TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
