Wendy, Thanks It is past time for me to change my focus to me. To lead myself.

NG, ((((NG)))) back at you.

I feel as though I’ve been experiencing a cranial rectal inversion. Sitting here feeling sorry for myself. It is past time to pull my head out and refocus.

A few weeks back I was responding to a friend on the alt about their feelings related to their parents and their parent’s relationship. It got me to thinking about some of the drama X spewed. I began another cycle of self examination and drilling to root causes. This introspection caused another round of tentativeness in my actions relating to others. I dwelled considering how I was perceived by others, seeking approval and stopped leading myself.

This has negatively impacted my relationship goals for this year respective of the extended family. Nothing serious as it is easily correctable provided I lead.


BITS
Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55
D 30
S 27

You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill