You have a lot of emotions to deal with right now. It is all normal. Be patient with yourself and give yourself time to process everything that you are feeling. Once you process your emotions, then things will become more clear for you.
I am confident that you will come to a point in time when you will look back at the efforts and changes you have made in the last 9 months without any regrets.
Hang in there Ro.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
