I definitely got my anger out over the past few days. I did tell him that I didn't want to feel that way because that is the old Ro. But I couldn't help myself. I had to let it out. I probably said some things I shouldn't have.
I feel like I was genuinely trying to save my marriage. Am I hurt that it appears all that was in vain? Yes. Am I discouraged and basically want nothing to do with him right now? Yes. I feel like him walking out on me proves we were not worth the fight. That is probably stemming from my dad leaving us when I was young. Something else I have to work on I guess.
