Sometimes i feel like i should just let her go and be done but then i think about how good it feels to be with her and how i want that feeling back. Just want to do right by her too. Maybe my life, my situation is not right for her and i should show her how much i love her by letting her go.
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I have felt this quite often as well mate. What if our standing for our M, which often feels like the only right thing to do, is just a selfish act which undermines their wishes. I often think that what I'm doing now, considering the pain I'm going through to save my family and my M, is the most selfless act I could ever imagine but what if they are better off without us? What if it really is the best course of action for them? Wouldn't we just be selfish bas&%$rds trying to control them again?
I don't know mate but the one thing I do know right now is that I feel like I am sane and clear-headed and she isn't right now so if I'm going to bet on someone, it'll be on myself. I know for a fact that I'll never regret what I'm doing now but I don't think my W could say that with confidence right now. I'm staying the course.
What about you?
Freshman Class of 2012
M-49 W-42 1D-10 T 10 YEARS M 9 YEARS EA/MLC 07/2010 Separation 28/05/2012 PA confirmed 31/07/12 W Asked for D 31/07/12 D on and off the table since then
