Divorced Thrd #6/Long Road Ahead

[Mrs D]

Thanks Unbidden and Carnac! The weekend was amazing for sure and filled with smiles and laughter. All in all, C really needed fun. Hes still struggling alot with the whole divorce. Id be lying though Carnac if I didnt think about the two of them this weekend - but you know what? Im too the point where I really dont care what the are doing much. Sure, it still hurts knowing they are spending all their time together. Anytime they may have ventured into my mind I told myself God has a plan for me. Stick with what you are doing. You are going to be alright no matter what. And it seemed to work. X and GF may be making memories with each other - but you know what?? I was making the BEST memories with MY KIDS. And they matter so much more to me than whatever X and GF are doing.

Dont get me wrong. I still would love a chance to make things work between he and I. But he isnt consuming ME anymore.

BTW - I think I have created a monster with the football games. Hes already asking to go to the Bear/Packer game in December. Might be alittle cold for him.. We will see. Happy Tuesday!