Yup makes sense... Detaching from her in the house has been easier.. I don't hang around her anymore. I am also waiting for her to suggest things such as watching a show etc...
I know I have no control over what happens at the wedding and I know I will be an upbeat happy guy there. I have no expectations but I do have hope...
Hope has saved my butt so much lately, and even more so I have changed it from hope that W and I will work to hope that I will have a great and fulfilling R someday soon. Whether it be with or without her .
Of course I hope it is with her..
The hardest part is I almost think this would be easier if we were not living in the same house but I hate the idea of separating.
Me - 30 W - 28 M 4 t 6 ILYBINILWY #1 Jan - 2011 Band-aid Jan 11' ILYBINILWY #2 7/28/12
